I went to bed last night at 4am, after watching the Shining in 1080p. I thoroughly enjoyed the movie and then got ready to sleep. My dreams were the same as earlier in the day, where I wasn't actually asleep. My dreams involved many entities that were all trying to achieve the same means but competed needlessly with each other. I would experience each entity's will and plan and then wake up, and fall back asleep and dream about another one. I can't exactly remember what the dreams were about though I felt as though I had been "asleep" for at least 8 hours, and when I awoke, I was wide awake, and I looked at the clock, and it was only 7:00am! I had been not fully asleep for the past three hours in which each minute must have been elapsing in real-time, because I felt like it should be at least 4 hours later. I jacked off this morning, and had the same experience. Difficult to get an erection, some premature fluid and then for the real orgasm once again wasn't as powerful, it didn't make me sleepy as it usually does, and the ejaculate was like a leaking water fountain, the fluid thin and watery.

After suffering last night, and being able to watch my bodily functions start to operate in an unusual manner, I don't think I can continue using this drug. I cam going to call my psychiatrist now.

UPDATE: My Psychiatrist doesn't remember who I am, or what I am on, so I tell him and all he says is that I seem concerned and If I am "freaked out" stop taking it, but that the reason they ramp up dose gradually is because side-effects tend to decrease gradually. So I guess Ill drop my dose to [10mg] for the next few days. I am going to pop one now.